lols im here to declare that i am a super duper ultimate scaredy cat. i cant stand stupid insects at all! especially that irritating brown bug who comes to my house almost everyday to 'visit' me. omg yucks. lol come to think of it, i have developed a phobia of this bug since young, when the stupid bug suddenly flew to my forehead out of nowhere and stayed there. last time i still dared to sweep it down and flick it away with a ruler. now i dont even dare to look at it. lol. take just now as an example. i spotted that bug on my mum's shirt and ran out of the room screaming. she still asked me to take it off for her. thats an impossible man. lol. so she left the bug in the toilet and i had to use the other toilet instead -__- lol cant stand myself sometimes. the only insects im not afraid of are ants and the tiny flying ones. but if i see a huge bunch of ants squeezed together then it'll be a different story.

haha okay. away from that topic now. shall talk about the bear which i bought for my maid as her farewell present. haha. brought her to north point last saturday for her to choose whatever she like herself. and out of so many cute (in my opinion) and cheaper stuff toys, she chose the most expensive one. i was super stunned by the price. lol. a three digit number. and of course i didnt had enough money on me that time. i did took some out from my savings before that but it's still not enough. so i tried to persuade her into liking some other stuff. haha. lets skip to the ending. i still bought it for her. on thursday, which is yesterday. lol. it wasnt an immediate decision to buy it when i saw it again. have to make poor cheryl carry her heavy stuff and follow me walk around the whole of PP while i attempt to find something to make-do with that bear. then we were back at mini toons again. at first i decided on buying something that is cheaper but my heart itched everytime i look at the bear. so in the end i chose to burn a super big hole in my pocket. all my savings are gone. i felt super poor today. haha. nvm my brother is so going to share the cost with me man. and at least i got the mini toons card. lol XD and you can imagine how i carry this huge bulky thing home. first it took up a seat on the bus, then it took up a space in the train. and my face also dunno throw until where already. haha. but i didnt regret buying it and bringing it back home lah. cos my brother likes it, my mum likes it and most importantly, she likes it too! and she said xie xie to me in chinese. wahahah. happy. shall post the bear's picture some other time. actually i already have one in my cam but i look like some market auntie, with a bun and all my fringe clipped up. lol. and its so funny. both my brother and my mum wants to take a picture with it too. haha.

yay, my longest post since a long time ago. LOL.